I didn't realize

I didn't realize that one page could cause a world of chaos.
I didn't realize that I let you down.
I didn't realize that our sanity was hanging on by a thread.
I didn't realize that it would matter.
I didn't realize that one day could be so heart consuming.
I didn't realize that my body held that many tears.
I didn't realize that we were both at our breaking points.
I didn't realize that you felt the way you did.
I didn't realize that I was as lost as I was.

I didn't realize.  I didn't realize.  I didn't realize.